For a long, long time I believed I'd somehow *stumbled* upon The Dharma Path and was an "accidental" Buddhist.
Sheesh! Could I have been more wrong?!
The Dharma saved me and finding the path was no accident — it was my destiny.
I think of how conflicted I was and how nothing in my life made sense. All the years I spent chasing "happiness" and "satisfication" outside myself, ONLY to return to the EXACT same place I'd started.
My soul was at war with — well, me.
Am I the perfect Buddhist today or the Bodhisattva I long to be? Hell no!:-)
I have a loonnnnggg way to go!
:: what do you think? ::